Haunted

As i close the door, the cards are dealed
I'm left here standing, in an open Field
life is lost, game is played
mind is dead, heart so afraid
existing as nothing, not wanting more
motionless mind, left to cry on the floor
will not eat, try not to breathe
pack my bags, escape, just leave
live to love nothing, exist in my mind
nothing but worthless, with nothing to find
he loved me once, i use to smile
but you tore me apart, went away for a while
returned so very different, i cant understand
in nothing but seconds, your falling like sand
i know i did wrong, it wont be the last
I'll always be haunted, burned by my past