Drowning

How can i be happy
when all i do is wrong
how do i find strength
when your not strong

where is my faith
when nothing proves right
where is my joy
when theres nothing insight

why is it dark
when i have it all
why am i sad
when i stand so tall

who is there for me
when it starts to rain
who holds me
when i feel all this pain

what is so special
when everyones so cruel
what is pride
when i feel like a fool

how can you love me
when your not even here
how can you help me
when I'm drowning in fear