Goodbye

I hear what you are saying,
But you continue telling lies,
With nothing left to do,
But to say my final goodbyes.

I'm sorry I had to do this,
But to me it all feels right,
I cant keep holding on,
I need to simply catch my flight.

One day you'll understand,
This pain I have felt for years,
Its getting harder to forget,
So Ill cry my last few tears.

I know I shouldn't do this,
But its not easy to be me,
All you need to do is look at my wrist,
And maybe you will see.

So again I hold the knife,
Find the courage to make it through,
This heartache I have felt,
Has emotionally made me black and blue.

I hold it to my wrist,
And push it hard until I die,
Will this make you understand?
As I finally say my last goodbye.