Near the end yet at the start

I remember i first saw you,
and my heart skipped a beat
it was unusual coz it wasnt my boy
sweeping me off my feet.

we started up a friendship
but secretly you wanted more
after while i freaked out
it was you i truly adored.

so much shameless flirting
and gimmers here and there
every day i would go home,
pretending i didnt care

as our feelings grew stronger
my relationship began to break
wasnt long til i was single
then a chance you did take.

it took you months
but baby you got me
with you i never felt so safe
so beautiful, alive and happy.

we gave each other our all
hearts, body and soul
you worked hard to make me only yours
and definitely achieved your goal.

we\'d fight and scream and cry
because we cared so much
no matter how serious it was
the solution was just one touch

slowly you started to move
so slow i didnt know
until one day we felt like strangers
and you decided to go

with every single step
a little piece of me died
i couldn\'t see myself anymore
unrecognisable from all tears cried

still, a hope remained
some sort of flickering light
that we could still have something
if i tried with all my might

rumours were spread
our relationship did fade
then a month later
you gave another all we made

so after trying and failing
to once again win your heart
i\'m right back at square one
so near the end yet stuck at the start.

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