If I could I would

If I could I would
I would turn back the hands of time
To when you were still alive
So you can hear me cry the tears of sorrow

I would give anything to hear you one last time,
To touch you,
To kiss you ,
To run my hands through your hair.
I would give it all just to look in your eyes .
I wouls slit my wrists to hear you call my name once more.

And i call your phone so I can hear your voice on the answering machine hoping that you will pick up and talk with me.

If I could I would,
I would have stoped you from getting in the car.
I would have held you tight, and never have let you go!
I would have never let you drive,
I would have never let you drink!

Now your not here and I miss so,
but your never coming back and
I will always blame myself for what could have been.