As I Sit Here In My Room

As I sit here in my room
I stare at my open wounds
Questioning what I did to deserve this
Did I say something wrong
I did everything you told me to do
You watch me as tears drown my sanity
I can hear you laughing at me like you always do
I've tried to leave your torture
You have me to scared
I am but one person
I'm a young girl and yet I've gone through so much
Behind close doors no one will never know
Your inner demon comes out
Lashing and snapping at me
I can still see it and hear it in my dreams
Maybe someday it will all fade away
It's been a few years since I finally left
I've been to scared to have another guy holding me
Afraid of what he might be
But I've learned
Not all are like you
Their touch could be so gentle and words spoken sweetly
As I sit here in my room
I stare at my open wounds