Waiting To Shine...

I'm left wondering in this town
Lived here all my life yet I still feel lost and new
So many memories good and bad that's passed
Every thought changes my prospective on this place

I'm stuck pondering in this life
What must I do to live normally
What I wouldn't do to turn back time
To be the innocent, clueless, unsinful, little girl I once was

I don't want to hide anymore
Tired of pretending
One day I will remove this mask and breakdown
No one can really see the pain someone truly feels

I lay here wishing and waiting
Will tomorrow be a better day if not worse?
Wishing to have the future I'm working hard for
Waiting for my day to shine