Now Your My Best Friend

We met each other this year and you really bugged me at first
No matter what mean stuff i did to you, you always tried to fight the pain and try to be my friend
But now i think about it
since we have been through so much that i
think your my best friend
and from the beginning of time all you did was bless me while i dissed you
but now your my best freind
how could they doubt you, never think about you
dont they know nothing is possible without you.
But i think of it, of me being mean. and i also know my days are colder when your not around
and some times i get this pain inside my stomachs pit. i believe that its my punishment