Its just, that I never meant it

Black, as the tear that drips
from my eye

white, as the emptiness in my heart

red, as the blood that drops
from my wrist

I just can't take it anymore
all the lies
all of the deception

no rules left
I don't give a shit anymore
about you and what you do
is what you said

my hearts empty
and my body's broken

I'll never give up
is what I used to preach
but now its just
I'm through

can't take the pain
and I hate myself

I can't look at you
because all I see is a liar
the liar who's my daughter,
is what your ashamed to say

I'm sorry mom
and I want you to know,
I never ever meant to be this way