Crying Out To You

On my bed i spend all my nights
Crying and wishing everything was right
Hoping for things to be what they were
But my memory is such a blure

Its been so long since you made me smile
I've been missing that for a while
What can i do
I love you

But you seem to be changing every day
There's nothing i can ever say
To show my love for you is deep
I'll tell you i lose sleep

Hoping you are okay
Even if mean words have to be what you say
Crying for you
Hoping you stay true

This may backfire on me one day
But all i can ever say
Is how much i love you
And promise I'll stay true

You may treat me like dirt
And for you i may hurt
But still i love you with all my heart
And still i pray we never part

For you are my love
And your all i think of
Good or bad
Happy or sad

Your always on my mind
Whether your mean or kind
My heart just wants one love thats true
And it's only crying out for you