I know its hurts to hear
and its not something i want to say
but its becoming to much to handle
more of a struggle each day
you think I'm just giving up
but its harder than you know
because you will never understand
the pain i undergo
i tried for such a long time
and I'm not throwing it away
my life was a mistake
and all the lies Ive made
if i hurt you when i left
i hope you can realize why
i didn't want to hurt you
but my life was a waste of time
now my breaths are getting shorter
and now I'm struggling to say
I love you never forget that
but this had to happen today
