I pray one of these days
You will care again
Be a part of my life
What always made sense
Is gone like a dream
Faded into my torn memories
Added as a collection
My frozen heart lays on a shelf
It bleeds with every playback of a memory
A memory i apologize over and over in
I thought of so many ways i would say I'm sorry
Then i wonder what I'm sorry for
Now with every new soul
I pass a future friend
I punish myself with my guilt
I don't feel i should be happy
I don't think i can handle happiness anymore
With every smile i want too cry
Pushing a smile out hurts more
The emotion is not there too back it up
It's hollow feeling i can't go on with
Few people have ever made me happy
But they are gone
I'm left here alone
To playback the memories
That i screwed things up in
I keep myself busy
Pretending not to care
They speak of your name
I'm not a part of your world anymore.
