Dear God

Dear God today everything went horrible and I couldnt take control
The Devil seems like he is just taking me, and keeping my soul
But good Lord I don\'t want this to happen I want you in my life
I want you to take it and make everything right
I love you so much, but it still cant compare to the love you have for me
And that shows easily, when I think how you died on the cross for me
My life is full of temptation and sins that destroy me every day
I would tell you, but I just can\'t find the words to say
That would be elevated to how high you are
I sit in Church and I can feel you, but are you really that far?
Or are you close enough to me where I can feel your touch also
I guess I\'m going to have to wait until I die, for me to know.
I cant wait for that day, oh how so glorious it will be
When I cross the golden gates, and see You waiting for me
You ask me why I did this and why I did that
Why I just took my life for granted and threw him around like a hat
I dont know why, but I just threw dirt into your face
Like you had no part of me, and like I was running a race
I just ran through like it was nothing, until I got to the finish line
And now I regret doing it all, because You have just been so kind
Life was nothing but a party, and I was too good for my Lord and Savior
And now I kneel here at your feet, feeling broken and sore
That I didn\'t have you in my life, to talk to when I was down
And now I am here feeling ashamed, and not making a sound

Today, I had the best day of my life, because I had you in it
I had a few temptations, but overall I got done with a positive finish
Thank you good Lord, you helped me and changed me fully in my lifestyle
Now I have you in my life, and it\'s nothing but worth the while
My old soul was full of sins and regrets
It was a bodily figure that did nothing but get upset
Because I didn\'t have you in my life and the Devil was taking over
I am praying to you today to thank you so much for changing my life, and making me sober
Sober and fresh, to a new start of my life, where I am sin free
And I will try and change, and my everyone see
Just how easy it is to change and make everything different
And walk on this Earth and live life, just the way it was meant
I live for you now Christ, and nothing can be more significant to me
Nothing can stop me: Temptions, sins, or trying to set the devil free.
I am yours now Lord, and I want to live my life fully until the day I perish
I have you here, and the Devil has to work extra hard to take my body and tear it
He can\'t dent the shield I have surrounding me; that is nothing but your faith
Thank goodness I found You, before it got too late
If I had one wish, it would be to know when you are finally coming back
Because life sucks when I am too busy stickin to everything like a tack
I am too worried to live my life, and make new friends
If I die, I might not ever get to see them again.
Well this is about it to this prayer that I am saying, I hope you take it to heart
Even though these words are not as high, as you are; and you are never going to part
Dear Lord, I love you so much you just can\'t see; that I am sorry for my past
But I am through with all that, and I want our relationship we have, to last.