I give U my tears wrapped and u throw it

Whats wrong with my heart I cant even bare to look at U. I dont understand whats happenning but plizz dont reject me like everyone else. Your words and actions hurts more than everything in the world . I dont think I could take it. U dont need to love me... just dont ignore me.. Plizz accept my gift... its not much but it took me a lot of courage to... What r u doing? Dont throw it... Why are u laughing its not funny, its mean... My eyes... I cant see... everythings a blur theres water coming out of my eyes... I cant stop it... Dont Laugh... Plizzzz dont...