I'm dieing for you

If I told you I cut my self, would you still love me?
If you saw me bleeding on the floor, would you run away or help me?
If you heard me scream cos I cut too deep, would you still care about me?
If you saw me hold the blade up to my skin, would you try and stop me?
Do you judge me for these scars upon my skin?
Do you judge from who I really am within?
Do you think I'm crazy like everyone else does?
Do you think I'm suicidal and that I'm all screwed up?
Do you pray that one day God might save me?
Do you think one-day sense will creep into me?
Have you ever thought about why I do it?
Have you ever thought about asking if I'm ok?
Have you ever considered there might be a good reason?
Have you ever thought you might be the cause of it?
Have you ever loved me in your self-centred life?
Have you ever thought about me as your wife?

I have and always will
I cut because of you
Sometimes I wish I didn't know you
Because then I wouldn't know what I was missing out on
I'm dieing because of you
I'm dieing for your love
For you to hold me
For you to touch me
For you to be with me for eternity
I'm dieing for you.

By anasha