Depression

Twisted in regret
Tangled up in lies
Buried deep in sorrow
Misery in my eyes
Doubting every word
And testing every kiss
Secretly wondering
If it's me you miss
I cannot go on living
I need my life to end
I have nobody since you left
And the razors my best friend
You told me that you loved me
And yet you did the same
You lied to me, you spied on me
You made me play your game
I'm longing for renewal
Struggling for pride
Battling depression
Within me deep inside
I want to go on living
But misery's grip is tight
I'll take the knife and take one more cut
Goodbye and goodnight