her addiction

Her Addiction

Blinded by her self-infliction
I can't help it it's her addiction
Some people may be addicted to heroine, crack, or cocaine.
but im not but my sister might be

i know she does it cause it makes her feel good
but she doesnt think about the people around her that care about her
she doesnt think about her lil sis that cares about her so much
shes been in and out of jail
it hurts me so much but i know she does it to make her feel good
shes back in jail but not for that
shes only 22 years old she doesnt think before she acts
i know that when i was little i wanted to follow in her foot steps
but know i know i shouldn't i know i cant i cant hurt my mom to
it hurts her two much already i cant follow in her food steps
but i will follow in someone elses foot steps
i love her so much but she needs to understand i love her so much
but i cant follow in her foot steps if she wasnt the way she is
i just might have followed in her foot steps but until then i cant

It's her addiction, her burden, her curse,
To find relief in something that hurts.
To take the pain, if just for a while,
Just for a bit, to make her smile

Blinded by her self-infliction....
I can't help it, it's her addiction....