High School Dayz

I wish they could see,
The hurt inside me,
The pain that they caused,
Behind closed doors,
I never knew,
Exactly what they did do,
I was so young,
But still it stung,
I stopped going to school,
I broke all of the rules,
I was so full of hate,
Never dared to be late,
I thought id moved on,
Never before was i so wrong !!
I went through hell,
Dreaded the bell,
I was so scared,
Never prepared,
I was only safe with my friend Vicky,
Yes... the one with the hickey,
She walked me right home,
Never left me alone,
They'd wait, here, there,
They'd wait everywhere,
I kept saying No!
But they wouldn't let go,
Now ive come so far,
But not in a car,
Ive overcome alot,
Didn't do it by smoking pot,
Never would i want someone to go through,
The hell i went through,
I tried so had to stay calm,
Made me turn to self harm,
I don't wanna say what this poem is about,
I just wish that id had the courage to give em a clout!