I was blind
But now I see
That everything I saw
Pointed straight to him
When I saw him
I never saw anything
I could never read him
Like all the others
He was very different
Maybe thats why I was blind
Everyone liked him
I never really did
He always said hi to me
I never really returned a hi
Finally one day my eyes opened
And for the first time I saw him
His smile
His eyes
But by the time I realized
He had found someone new
OH WHY couldnât I have seen it before
All the hugs
And all those signs
UGH I hate that I didnât see those signs
So now I sit in my room
In the corner
Remembering all the times we had
All the photos that we took together
God Why couldnât I see this before
Why did she get him
As tears ran down my face like the rain outside
My blood shot eyes began to close
I heard a knock at my front door
I rarely get vistorvisitorsI thought it was probably someone for my mother
I open the door to see HIM
He pulled me out in the rain
And whispered I never want to lose you again
He danced and kissed me in the rain
And all the tears I had just shed for him
Were nothing now that he was here
He whispered That he would never let me go
I wanted to believe him
Oh Yes I did
But something felt weird
Like something was not quite right
Was someone playing a mean trick on me
Or was this for real
He noticed I was struggling
He kissed me one more time and said:
This is for real I never want to lose you
I almost did, but I fell so far that I never thought I would ever get out
But you were always there for me Kal
You never gave up
And when I figured you thought we were nothing more then friends
I moved on
But I saw all the anguish and sadness in your eyes
I gave everything up to be with you
As I tried to hold back my tears
He gave me a kiss and walked off in the rain
And then he disappeared
As I walked back to my room I never noticed my mother had gotten home
My mother was on the couch crying
I turned over to her and asked what was wrong
She held back the tears and told me that someone I loved died and it wasnât family
It wasnât...
Yes it was Kal
I just saw him 5 minutes ago
Well that not possible he died over an hour ago
She handed me and note
As I walked into my room I carefully tore open the envelope
A note fell out
The note said:
I never lost my love for you
All the times I saw you cry
I couldnât help but cry
I wanted to be with you
You never really saw me that way
I could always talk to you
You would always be there
I wanted to hold you
In my arms until I couldnât anymore
As tears came pouring down my face
I read the last thing on the page
I love you Kal and I will see you again some day
I cried more and more that day because at the bottom of the page
Was a heart shape blood spatter
Sorry this is a really long poem but I think it just needed to be long so you get the feel and backround of this poem. Now this really didn't happen to me so don't feel sorry for me I tend to imagine this stuff up. So if this has ever happened to you I am sorry but I do hope that my poem either helped a little. Plz Rate and comment I always retunr a favor
