Finding the Real Me

As I sit here late at night
alone up in my room
I think about my day and life
and how it's filled with gloom

I feel so alone out in this world
where has all my happiness gone to
I cry and I cry in this cold dark place
because its the only thing i know to do

I hurt myself and all I get
is more sadness and more pain
I don know what else to do
I have no one to keep me sane

Everyone says they care for me
but for all i know it's a lie
If the really cared for me
What would they do if I died

I don't want to be on this earth anymore
doesn't anyone see
All they need to do is look closer
maybe they'll see the REAL me

All this stuff really isn't me
its just the emotions bottled inside
All i really need right now is someone to confide

Someone please look deeper
someone please look for me
someone please hurry and help
help and find the REAL me

**Plz Comment on this this my first poem i've ever shared wit like alota ppl and it would mean so much if u told me wat u thought thanx**