Am i lost?

He told me he loved me,
but his words were not free,
He told me he loved me,
but i started to disagree.

I don't understand,
if his love is just a grain of sand,
but i truly love him,
no matter what he says, my love for him will not grow dim.

Now he says he doesn't like me,
but i guarantee,
that i still love him,
no matter what they say in the gym.

Am i lost?
was i tossed?
all these questions,
which need answering.

I want to find out,
what his love was really about,
Now I'm falling behind,
just as the wind,
has lost its way.