Why I Cant Say I Love You

Sometimes I really wish
that I knew of your past
your past wasnt bad
but it has me worried
worried that you wont love me
love me more then her.
I wish I knew of her
Before we came together
I know she broke your heart
I know you love her deep down
It hurts me pretty badly
when I think of your old love
Please dont hurt me baby
I cant waste time with you
are you two really over?
Im jealous of your first love
because when you look back
you wont remember me
you will only remember here
so baby, thats why
thats why I cant say it
I cant tell you that I love you
I cant love you
Your not the right first love for me
so please baby dont mess around
Im not supposed to be with you
Because I didnt have a first love
Oh wait I did, yeah it was you
But I cant say it
I cant because I need to love someone else
someone that hasnt loved before
so it would be fair between me and you
I really wish baby, that You had loved me first..