So Nate, I don't really know how to go about saying this, but I know that you're head over heals in love blah blah blah with Monica and thats great, wonderful, whatever.. and you don't want to change that and I'm very happy for you. I really am, but I didn't think that would ever change some things. I didn't think you wouldn't wish me a simple "Merry Christmas to you too". Im not saying Monica is the reason why, I mean I'm not even sure whether its her telling you not to be nice to me, or whether its your own descion to cut me out of your life. But the fact that you can't even tell me something so simple, so short, something that even strangers say to each other, has made me realize that I've been walking in circles. I've been trying to be your friend for awhile now, and I've realized that since we've broken up, you haven't done anything particularly "friendly" towards me. From you hooking up with your "cousin" to having sex with Monica the first time I see you after going to college. Don't get me wrong, I am completely over that, but I think you should open your eyes and see how selfish you've been towards me, and how that all I want is your friendship, and you can't even do that for me. I wish you understood that I have moved on and no longer have feelings for you and I wish you knew that I respect that you have found someone better, someone that you are really in love with, and that I'm happy for you. I wish we could be friends, maybe hang out for a bit and catch up. We did spend almost every other day together for a year and a half and I think you owe it to me to be my friend. But maybe I owe it to myself to just forget you. It'd only be easier, since you just ignore my existence now. But if that were to happen, you're not the person who I once knew, someone who actually could say "merry christmas"....
