I Should Have Believed You

I dont know why Ive thought this
These thoughts stuck in my head.
I thought you had my heart
But it was I who had yours instead.

Maybe its just cause I dont know you
Maybe its because I fear to say
The things that I feel deep down
And have you say okay.

I wish to tell you how I really feel
And yes weve been lovers for awhile
Wed kiss and hug and be together
But My heart was in denial

I thought you longed for your former love
She always teased you so
I thought you wanted her more then me
I guess I didnt know.

I didnt know the truth.
The truth of how I had your heart
I thought it was always I who loved you
But you loved me most from the start

I was saddened by thoughts of you not caring
And thoughts of you longing for her
And thoughts that you didnt love me
And that your love wasnt sure

I had worried too much
And thought more of it
I realized that my heart
Was not for you to covet

It was me that lacked in love
And you deserved so much more
I wish I could think I loved you
So I searched within my core.

I cry now as I think of you.
And I wish on stars for you face
I didnt mean to hurt you
I long for your embrace

I wish I had the courage
I wish I had the strength
To believe that you really loved me
So our love would last its full out length.