No one misses a no one

You never loved me so why pretend,
i no every one hates me,
and want me to end,
this crappy life,
i i've lived for too long,
hatred surrounds me,
kills my song,

you never liked me so why did you lie,
i don't like myself ,
i want to die,
my only friend is a sharp blade,
which somehow soothes my pain,
how come when i step outside,
it begins to rain,

even though i never say it aloud,
I'm a nothing but a no one,
and I'm proud,
i hate them all,
because if i was like everyone else,
i would be a copy,
and not myself,