Scared!!

I was so scared
scared to lose someone i loved
scared to know what would happen next, scared to think of dying alone.

I loved you so much
I still do even though your not here and you cant call and we never talk i still love you

Its not your fault you went away and never came back its not your fault mommy has to get her happiness from a bottle.

she says she misses you more each day hard to tell huh she has a new man in her life but that doesn't mean she doesn't miss you and love you more

you could never be forgotten by me no matter what you were my daddy and the bond we had could never fade not even with time.

I wish i was strong and wise like you daddy i wish i could just have been there for you, i wish i would have stood by your side instead of running off like a child.

its been 6 years now wow time go's by so fast minutes turn into hours hours turn into days days turn into weeks and weeks turn into monthes and before you know it life's over

no turning back so ill take what you said and remember to cherish every minute i have and make it last no regrets.

daddy i love you and i will never forget you and thats the truth!!