TRY

I try to ease my pain,
With a razor to my vein.
I try to make things right,
But in the end I am still restless at night.
I try to understand the fact that you do not care
I hate to say it but it hurts when your not there!
I try not weep, or cry myself to sleep
I try to remain strong, but I know it wont be long
Before I crumble again!
I try give you space and not visualize your face
But the picture remains clear, I desperately need you near!
I try to tell myself lies to pretend that I do not care
But the fact is I am hopeless when your not there.
I try to move the blade deep against my skin
For this is the only outlet I feel that I can win.
I try not to blend my tears with all the blood
But as they both keep leaking I feel like it is a flood!
I try hard to put you out of my mind
I have been searching and searching but still I could not find
MYSELF!
I try my best to smile through my tears
Cutting myself I have been doing it for years
But still the pain remains,
Feels like I am going insane,
And it is all some stupid game,
That I can never win.
I try not to think about the fact that I love you
I try hard to think about anything instead of you.
I try not to cry or ask myself why
I am still in love with a cold-hearted guy!
Even through all the pain
And the feeling of nothing to gain
I can still see your face
The memory just cannot be erased
It does not matter the time or the place
I do not have to try to visualize your face.
I try not to think about the hurt that you have caused me
For I know I will give in anyway if you call me.
You are my everything, my world and my savor
So for once can you do me a favor?
Try to love me again
Right now I need a friend!
All I ask is for you to try
Do not ask why
Just try, please

Please just comment on this one. I try to put myself in my bestfriend position, I have been watching and knowing her for years, so I hope I helped you see the story. Please comment

Thanks Tiffany