No TiTlE--

Everyday i have to put up with this s h i t
all the yelling and arguing
why cant we just get along--
i lay in bed at night
with tears in my eyes
trying to block out the voices
but it never works--
i have all this pain
hidden inside of me
where no one can see it--
behind the fake smile
is a broken girl
a girl who cuts her wrists and starves herself
just to get through the day--
so i go to school
and i treat everyone else
with disrespect
because i don\'t know how to treat them
since i was never treated right myself--
so my mother saw my cuts
she didn\'t understand why my wrists were scared
and why i have all of this pain
that is hidden inside of me--
i could not tell her the truth
because i am to afraid to let her down
even though its what she has been doing to me all these years--
i hate to see her depressed
even though its what she makes me everyday--