Because Of You

You never listen to anything that I have to say.
You think you know whats best for me,
But you don't, you'll never see.
That you make me crazy,
You ask why I'm lazy.
It's your fault I cry,
The reason I die.
Inside my heart you have a place,
Soon to be empty space.
I'll be gone soon don't fret,
I'm the worse person you've ever met.
I hope you feel bad when I'm dead,
Lying in your bed,
Wondering what you did wrong,
Listening to a depressing death song.
Thinking about what you said to me last,
Remembering the past.
You know when I was actually happy to be here,
Now its just me living in fear.
All the time,
You think on a dime.
My grades shot to hell,
This time I'm not saved by the bell.
You never pay attention,
Did I forget to mention,
I've been cutting my wrists,
I even have a hit list.
Of people I want to kill before I die.
I'm not gonna lie,
You've been on there and scratched off again and again.
Really that would be a double sin.
Killing people along with myself
I'm all by myself
Well this is my note,
I'm killing myself you have no vote.
Suicide is the most selfish thing you could do,
But I'm doing it because of you.