Letter To Mommy

LETTER T0 M0MMY ;;
my mommy found me in my room on the floor.
before I did this I put my `do not disturb` sign on my door
but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my
wrist. she picks up a note that reads something like this.
Mom, I know I never told you, never showed it in my face
but i`ll tell you now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned
a future cus I knew my life would end & now as I write this,
you were my only friend. I never meant to hurt you, I never
meant to break your heart. just keep on living & we`ll never
be apart. tell daddy that I love him. tell sis & brother to be
brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose
on my grave. I love you mommy, very much & when the
others cry, tell them I hated them all. each cut will tell them
why I must go now, mommy. death is calling my name. &
when you see me dead mommy, don't put the blame on yourself.
I'm picking up the knife right now mommy. these tears
for you I cry I just made the first cut mommy,
I guess now I'll say goodbye.