The pain has set in,
The fear creeps back into my eyes,
When I think about facing another day in the world.
I have been hurt so many times before,
Why should I have to live through anymore?
Do I even want to live anymore?
I could say no but that isn't the truth.
My life can't get any worse,
The love of my life left me for another girl,
I was told I was not wanted by someone I looked up to,
My friends are betraying me,
I am crying all the time.
What can get worse?
I don't want to live,
But I don't want to die,
Would anyone even miss me if I were gone?
Or would people be grateful I am still here?
Life has to get better,
Or will it get even more worse?
In the days I will have to decide,
But for now,
I'll live through the pain,
And put one foot in front of the other,
Not skipping a beat.
