What I'd Do For Him

Trust is one of those things
that just never seems to click
and finally once you get it and got it
its never strong enough to stick
I've put my heart in someones hand
and i thought that i had theirs
but now i look back into my heart
and saw a person that never cares
I saw a person that had no feelings
doesnt smile, laugh, or cry
he shakes off every little thing that happens
and never stops to wonder why
he's the one that can make you cry
and he's the best at breaking your heart
I hate myself for letting him
because i should have known from the start.
But i have fallen for this guy
harder than ever before
opening up to him then
i didnt ever think i would have to shut the door
And I hate myself now
for letting him do this to me
but now what all my friends were saying
im finally starting to see
that he wasnt worth all the tears
and the scars upon my skin
he never really deserved to know
what lies way down with in
but his family is the greatest
and on a good day he was too
and thats what keeps me thinking
"Maybe this guy does love you"
but i think i have lost my mind
theres no way that this could be
if only he could know the pain
if only he was me
he would know how much i love him
and how much i truely care
and under any condition
i will always be there
with my arms wide open
and a smile on my face
doesnt matter the time
doesnt matter the place
i can bring him soup when he is sick
and go grab him a beer
turn off his bedroom light
and turn the volume up so he can hear
ill answer any phone
any knock upon the door
ill answer any question that he is asked
even if it involves a chore.
ill down load any movie or song
burn every cd there is to burn
ill cook him a fancy dinner
and stay awake for his return
ill fill his car up with gas
and pay for his mountain dew
ill be waiting with a cloth in hand
if dirt gets on his shoe
ill be the one to rub his back
and give him kisses while he's asleep
ill push him to be the best
even if the the hill is too steep.
ill mow the lawn
and ill water the flowers
ill do his daily homework
even if it keeps me awake for hours
I can change any cd
whether i know the buttons or not
ill give him covers when he's cold
and turn the fan on when he's hot.
Ill be his designated driver
even if it means it'll be a long night
because i know that in the morning
ill still be in his sight
I\'ll be his everlasting love
if he would just let me be
because i know that we could make it
now its up to him to see.