To my Daddy

Daddy tell me what you were thinking
did you think that i was bad
was it a hard choice to take your life
now that our gone are you sad
why did you do it where you did
was that a special place to you
or did you just drive there
stop and say this ill do
did you think about what we would say
how much we even cry
how come you never came to us
at least you could\'ve tried
Do you regret it now
since we are succeeding in many ways
Do you think you could\'ve stuck it out
and got help for just a few days
I wish I said i loved you
because so many times i said i did not
I wish i would\'ve asked for your help
when working on my 3 point shot.
to be honest I was scared
I thought you would get mad
because I cant do it perfect like you
I didnt want to be called bad
All that i remember is
how you were so hard on my brother
put then the thought that backs that up
is how you treated my mother
she was your princess
the shining star in the sky
i cant believe you did that
when you know that she would cry
But even though we didnt spend much time
i want you to know i love you
and some day when we see eachother
we\'ll do the things we didnt do.