Have you ever felt

Have you loved someone
but hated them at the same time
Have you ever felt like their making all your choices
but couldn't tell them
Have you ever felt like you even afraid to take to them
because you think they will get mad at you
Have you ever made them proud of you
but then they want more out of you
Have you ever felt like dieing cause you don't want to see their hate
Have you felt what i am feeling now.