Confused

You look around like a hawk
But you get struck by the shock
A mystical force pulls you back

Into the darkness of the shell
With all these thoughts you repel
Pushing strongly everything away
But harder the ones that want to stay

You'reconfused by the idea
That you're trapped within
This world of sin

You come out of this misery
And you right it in your diary
You think it's the worst
But it's only what comes first

It has just begun