Shatter

Breakdown
into the end
to many wounds
left to mend

Solid life
all torn to hell
empty promises
so what, oh well

Shattering glass
Shattering me
all my pain
is hard to see

Let me rise
Let me fall
Will you be there
when i call

Calm me down
What have i done
What is this
this black gun

Pressed to my head
time running low
pull the trigger
watch my brains blow

all over the wall
and onto you
you start to scream
you don't know what to do

you start to cry
I'm dead
i blew my brains
right out of my head

you knew about it
saw the gun
but all you thought
was it for fun

now u see
all my pain
onto the floor
no more game

you run away
like the child you are
don't worry
you wont go far

uh oh whats this
the cops are here
and theres my life
all 15 years

the pain the hurt
that i felt
the black gun
that i helled

the time so easily
just taken away
in one quick flash
in the ground i lay

all the stuff
that i said
can only lead
to me being dead

i couldn't help
the chance i took
to end my life
without a second look

the whole thats left
in my head
is all my pain
and the blood i shed

the cold metal
pressed to my skin
it was finally time
for my life to end