You cant

You cant turn back time
no matter how hard you try
split second saving
runs through your head
cant face the truth that their dead
lie to yourself to try and kill the pain
hiding in corners fighting the shame
blaming yourself and running away
your heart and your faith going a stray
hating the fact you cant let her go
hating the fact you love her so

this poem is the first that i have really looked deep in my heart for, please vote