My Innocence Died

Everyone was asleep
the pain started to cut deep
you took me to your room
turned down all the lights
I knew what was about to happen
so i curled up real tight
You forced me to get up
and made me take off my clothes
hurt me to your pleasure
and said it'd get worse if anyone knows
once you were through
there was nothing i could do
i gathered all my clothes
and ran to my room
sat up all night and cried
knowing my innocence just died
i wanted to talk to someone
but you swore me not to tell
now everyday since the day it began
my hearts been filled
with pain from hell
3 years after you did it
i came to grips to tell
i needed to find a solution
for this heart thats dying in hell
once my parents found out
all they did was scream & shout
They came and confronted you
i was to scared to be around
cause i didn't know what you would do
5 years later after telling my mom
she questions if it even happened
and asks "why'd you wait so long?"
apparently shes never been through
the same
to know what shame you feel.
now i question myself
with what you really meant
when you said
"It'd get worse if anyone knows"

-This is the first time Ive talked about this to anyone that isn't my mom or step-dad so be gentle when you rate. thanks.-