Revenge of a broken heart

The more i think
about what you did
The more i cant believe
you did it
You took the innocence
i had and hid it
in a place thats forbidden

I lay awake at night
and cry the anger & pain
I have away
Sometimes i get so blinded
by it all
i cut my wrist to
set my pain free

As a father you
were supposed to
give me it all
you were supposed
to be there to guide me
and when i was feeling low
help me stand tall

I never got to experience
a real family relationship
and the only thing that
makes this worse is
i never had one with you

You know what you did
was wrong
and yet you continue to
blame me
been living in pain for
to long
and still you continue
to deny it

As crazy as this may
sound
you took away things i
cherished
you took away my
self esteem, self respect,
and most of all my pride

I hope as you read this
you can think about it and
see you make have destroyed
the demon in yourself
but you gave it a life
in me

I'm going to make it haunt you
as it does me everyday
I'm going to make your heart
beat pain, that i cant cut away
I'm going to make you taste anger
till your begging for relief
I'm going to make you know the
torment of everyone looking at you in disbelief
I'm going to make
you know I'm here
because you've ignored
me for so long
I'm going to make you
feel all the pain & anger
pent-up inside of me
I'm going to make you
wish, you never laid a
hand on me