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I wish i could
gather all my tears
turn them into
one big sea
and drown you in them
Just like you did to me

I want you to have
the same feeling
of living with
emptiness, anger, & pain.

Because of you I have issues
thats forcing all
my friends away
trying to make them
understand is pointless
and theres nothing i
can do or say

The memories of
so long ago
haunt me daily
i cry out for
so much help
but nothing or
no one can save me

I sit in the dark
and wonder how
you can live with
yourself
after tearing my
world apart

what did i do?
make me understand
why did you have
to put me through
so much pain

do you ever wonder
why i walk
in the pouring rain
cause i can go
cry, and free myself
from drowning in my heart of pain.

- to my dad -