Someone who would care

Have you ever wanted to cry
but didn't want anyone to see
surrounded by ones who "love" you
when you just wanted to be alone
wanting to commit your little sin
or maybe a bigger one
wanting just to be finished
over with, done

needing that something so bad
it even hurt to think
how sad it really is
the low to which you'd sink
if you could
i just know you would
because i would myself
that i have no doubt

I'd take my chance instantly
and forget to think first
about everyone else
and how much they would hurt
the ones who love you
that you'd never see
you would never realize
how much you mean

to them, to everyone
you see everyday
have you ever wondered
what they would say
at your funeral
it filled with so many tears
overflowing the amount
you've cried over the years

chances are given
I've had plenty
but I'm still here
you might wonder why..

I've found someone who would care
if i decided to take my life

this is for you..