The day;is it the end?

Here i lay,
thinking of every word that sent you away,
I don't know how it got here,
when you were dear.

I'm laying here on my bed,
feeling so dead,
thinking about dying,
when all you did was lying.

Feeling so guilty,
without you here,
did you just disappear?

I cant live without you here,
listening as the water sheds a tear,
Looking out the window,
as the snow is no more.

Reading about the rainbow,
as it runs away,
checking for a heart,
i find one that is apart.

Where have you gone,
I'm waiting so long,
till you talk to me,
and until we both agree