Wish to die

by ~* Joyful *~   Jan 24, 2004


I cannot stop my crying,
Because this is how i feel.
I'm getting so depressed,
I cant eat a proper meal.

My heart is completely broken,
Its starting to waste away.
I hope that i wont live,
I don't want to see today.

I don't want to go out
I want to stay in bed
All i want is my wish,
I want to lay here dead.

As i sit here crying
I try to take my life
Nothing makes me more upset,
Then they f*cking knives.

I press so very hard,
But nothing not a cut.
They don't do jack sh*t,
So i slam my door shut.

I push my head in my pillow,
As i begin to cry.
I only feel like this,
Because of a f*cking lie.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Nadiya

    Hey awesome poem once again. Ur a great writter:) Ya i can totally understand you cuz i felt like that soo many times. Keep up the good work
    ~Nadiya~

  • 19 years ago

    by Unseen Exposure


    Great poem -

    Stay strong through the hardest times.

  • 20 years ago

    by Matthewsbaby

    grerat poem again. i agree with danielle if eel helpless that i cant b by your side helping you emial me at blueyedbabe90@yahoo.com i loove your poems. immsoo sorry your upset i can relate tl a lot of your poems. but you will make it.

  • 20 years ago

    by Danielle

    OMG!, you sound so depressed right now :'( and there's nothing I can do about it..I feel so helpless...Emma cares about you alot, so I hope you find a way to cope with this! Ahh, I wish I could help you in some way..if you ever need to talk...PLEASE DO SO! Email me sometimes ok?

    This poem was really great, your a wonderful writer, even if your sad :(

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