Dear Dad..

I have to smile all the time so the tears don't come
I'm scared of what ill end up to be or what Ive become

It seems every word you say has a lie sneaking around
you stole my childhood from me it'll never be found

we always did whatever you asked for
but it was never enough you always wanted more

What did we ever do for you to treat us like this
4 young children no evil exists

i learned the way the world worked at a young age
every time things went wrong or every time you were on a rage

The older i get the less and less i try to act like i care
but i always feel down, I'm always living in dispair

I keep praying and praying that one day ill get to be a normal kid
and not have to keep all my feelings hid

Maybe you don't know about all this pain that was from you
but this is the way i see it threw a child's view