Guilty

What did i do to make you turn your love away?Realized how in love i was when i got on my knees and begged you to stay.

Now I'm lookin back wonderin if it was really true or a lie when you said "i love you to".

Painted a smile on my face,acted like i didn't care,walked out with my head down so i didn't have to see the people stare,

at the tortured face i call my own.As i think about the past i cant believe i let it go on for so long.

Shocked by the element of surprise when your hand and my face met.How can someone i loved so much come to me as a threat?

Reminiscing about the excitement in my eyes the day my gurl told me you wanted to meet.who would of thought the relationship would end with your body layin helpless on the floor covered with a sheet.

As i stand above you with your life drippin off the tip of a knife,

Felt all of my fears being relesed in the last of my tears.Knelt down beside you with a smirk on my face as i whisper in your ear

"this would be the last time the touch of your dirty fingertips would leave me feelin abused and filthy" snapped back to reality as the judge read the verdict...Damn GUILTY.