This is for you

I am writing you this as I swallow the last pill,
The pill that's gonna end my pathetic life,
Eleven years I cared,
Eleven years we shared everything,
And now it's over,
Because of one stupid mistake.

I can't just hit rewind,
Don't you think I want to?
Our friendship lost like it was never there,
Pretending I don't exist.
I tried to be a good friend,
But it obviously wasn't good enough for you,
But nothing ever is,
You have everything you have ever wanted,
Yet you still expect more.

Well, it's coming,
I can feel a rush of blood flow from my brain,
My heart is slowing,
So I guess this is goodbye,
It's taking over my body,
Just remember, I will forever be in your presence,
I will make sure you never forget me,
So long.