What hurts the most

Its times when apart of you is screaming to just wake up from this dream, and the other half knows, that your already awake.

but you cant take the fact that hes gone, so you cry and hope your life, wont last that long.

then you wonder if your even worth it to him.
the guy who you cant help to want, the guy you let your love fall in

he means the world to you, maybe more. hes that special one, sweet and perfect, the amazing guy, you just cant help but to adore.

are your chances lost? did you lose him for good? you cant help but wonder this. this is your fate, your entire happiness

this hurts the most, everything you had, could be lost. and in the end, will depression to death, be the cost?