Not enough..

Taken aback What have you done?
A pain so deep Stabbed through the heart
Yet the pain has yet begun

There is the explanation The why you did
The reasons why you let on
What you lusted What you hid

Did you not think i would find out
Not as naive as you surely thought
Didn't think I'd figure what you been on about

Was is it much better than with me? More exciting?
Sneaking around Laughing behind my back
And yet now you expect me to be crying

Did you ever love me Was it ever ever true
Was is ever from your heart
When you'd say you love me too

Or was it all just a part of this game
Where I'm not enough
And you've never felt the same

Well you've won You've torn me to pieces
With careless skill
My self-esteem decreases

I loved you with my whole heart
Loved you with every day
But I'm sorry it just wasn't enough on your part

And though it hurts me more than i can bare
I'll suck it up and go on
For it's time i realized no one plays fair