Lost in confusion

So you know that im in pain
and you have been there too

but when reality kicks in,
someone who walks away is hard to hold on to.

you dont realize what it means to need a true friend.
its something that can help, and build a way from making an end.

when you put your trust in someone and they only let you down,
thats what makes it more difficult, to want to stay around.

and now i know you might have started new. and found someone to love. but from the start it was just us and now its only you two.

i understand what love can do but you also have to realize what has always been there, what was always true.

im glad you moved on, but im still back here. and with out someone, im not getting anywhere.

i never asked for much, only a true friend. but i guess no one wants to be that for me.
instead you can watch my life, suffer and come too depressed to want to be