Wasted life

As I take that blade,
To my arm,
Don't look at me,
Doing self-harm.

Get away now,
Look, leave me be,
Go sit by yourself,
And think of me.

I hate my life,
And all that's in it,
Blood paints the floorboards,
Bit by bit.

Don't pick up that phone,
F-ck, put it down,
It will make me worse,
Look at me drown.

In a sea of blood,
I'm doing no wrong,
One moment I'm there,
The next I'm gone.

I tried to warn you,
Don't save me now,
I'm going forever,
I'm taking my bow.

I said don't watch,
It's not a show,
You're helping me now,
All I'm screaming is NO!

Don't you get it?
I want to die,
It's my life,
And the end is nigh.

I laugh in you're face,
There's nothing you can do,
To bring this wasted life,
Back to new.